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Love is a really strange thing to me. I think we've all been in love at one time or another and been loved out loud or silently. The thing about love is it never really dies it just transforms. The truth is weather you're tall, short, fat, slim, gorgeous or otherwise there will always be thing people don't like about us or we don't like about ourselves. Regardless as my mom always says every bread has it's moldy cheese. I've liked boys obviously they're so cute and in return I've had boys like me and not admit it, admit it years later or reveal to me some deep connection we had when I honestly don't even remember them and yet the worst kind is when you finally build up the courage to tell a guy you like him and he replies I like you too. From then on its a long way to fall.

 

So my first love was in high school. We spent a whole year as just friends, realised we liked each other the year after that but refused to admit it, then finally when we both caved the next year we were 15 and didn't really know what to do about it so we graduated as friends. Still even now it makes our day to see each other because you never really forget your first love and really great friend. My second love was a guy who just never said anything. He'd make this brand new face everytime I talked about or dated another guy yet when he had my attention would not commit so I moved on.  Now its always awkward and he acts like I cheated on him. If you liked it then you should have put a ring on it.

 

My current love though is somewhere I've never been. We've argued, we've cried, we hurt each other, we make up. Sometimes no matter how bad things  get I can't let go because I love the boy and I know he wishes he could leave but he doesn't. If I didn't know better I'd call it witchcraft. What causes people to act so crazy to be happy in their unhappiness, total masochists we are. Its no picnic but I wouldn't change a thing. I don't know what the future holds but I know there will always be lobe, especially my love of music. New single coming soon! Look out for updates, sneak peeks and behind the scene footage.

 

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